You know that one person you have a crush on? The one that you've had for so long. The one who you want tell how you really truly feel but are to afraid of what they would think? Or maybe your afraid to ruin that great friendship you both already share together. Well, I know how you feel and (3 years of) that feeling really sucks. In my blog I'm writing to my secret crush about the feelings I have for them and hope that one day they'll find this and feel the same way too.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
(Source: badcgijosh)
Today, everything just seemed unreal. Life didn’t seem real to me, I don’t know I feel so lost. Being lost is a lonely feeling. The emptiness feeling is gross. Food it self doesn’t even look good anymore. The people that once made me happy don’t seen as exciting as they once were. The smile on this face is just a wore out mask. I never knew how lonely I really was without you anymore.
From,
Me
You know what really sucks? I spent so much time on you and just when I think were going to be together you fuck me over for someone else. Why would you go back to your ex after you and me have been talking for months about us being together. Sometimes I wonder if I did something wrong. Did I not tell you how beautiful you were enough? Should I’ve gotten more flowers, said all those cute things more? Tell me, what am I going to do. How am I going to forget you if all I know is how to miss you.
From,
Me…
After everything she’s finally mine. It doesn’t even feel like real life at all. Good things never happen to me. Girls like her don’t and have never been mine, but she is. She’s mine and for once I can go to bed with a smile on my face.
From,
Your girlfriend
I love our pointless talks. There so dumb but yet we get so much meaning out of them. We can sit on Skype for hours just making silly faces at one another. Making you laugh is my favorite thing to do, I love it. We get so much joy of just spending time with each other nothing else even matters. I can’t wait to hold you in my arms again.
From,
Me
I hate to hang up the phone with you when we talk. Lately your mom been telling you to go to sleep early, it’s kinda dorky but cute how your already 18 but you still listen to what your mother says. Your so kind to your family and warm with everyone you meet. Your just loving and that’s what I adore.
From,
Me
For days I’ve always wondered what things you would tell your parents or friends about me. Today I finally found out. I’m the girlfriend to her little sister, the potential girlfriend to your mom, and the girl your crazy about for to your friends. I haven’t felt so happy before, to like someone and to actually know that they like you back too. It’s a great feeling and I’ve missed this feeling for far to long.
From,
The potential Girlfriend ;D
Everyday that goes by I feel myself just falling for you. Your smile its so warm and welcoming. Its all I think about, day and night.
From, Your Crush
I hate being friend zoned. I could spend so much of my time on one girl hoping that maybe they’ll realize I’m crazy for them and sometimes they won’t even have a clue of my feelings for them. Why are some girls so afraid to have someone love them? Isn’t that what we all want? To be loved. To be someone’s everything. To be happy. I know I might not be the most prettiest girl, I might not have the perfect smile, or the most skinniest body, but I know I do have a perfect heart that will always love you through everything no matter what. Sometimes I wonder if I ever friend zone any of my friends. Do they ever feel the same way like I do?
From,
Me
Today, was the first date we’ve had. I didn’t know what to expect. I couldn’t decide if it was really hot at the mall or if it was just me being really nervous. You really are a cutie, and I couldn’t stop thinking that all night. I took your hand and we walked around like that. No stress, no worries. A gay couple told us that we were really cute together. You blushed and I held you closer to me. After walking around we went to go see The Vow. It’s not really a movie I would watch but for you it was worth it. I smiled so much tonight, I just hope we can keep what we have now going. I do like you, sorta really a lot. There’s just something about you that makes me feel like home.
Love,
Me
